I have not become something new; I have only just discovered what I always was. I was always an artist. I was always a musician. I was always a solitary and I was always a vampire. I watch now as I have always watched, from the periphery, Intrigued, learning, empathetic to a fault; watching.
I cannot explain my vampirism (or the reason for it), I can only describe it. If my description of it makes some sense to you then perhaps you can gain an explanation of yours and what that means to you. If my description makes perfect sense to you then you need no explanation (but a good shop talk will be had by all).
If by chance my description makes no sense at all then I assume your search here is a recent endeavor for the purpose of knowledge, curiosity or research or perhaps, to gather mud for the flinging or books for burning.
For a description of my vampirism, send me a message to open dialogue and a public thread can ensue so that any who surf here may learn what they can about theirs.
Postscript: Did I mention I was always a musician?